tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88351212310737136272024-02-19T10:45:47.953-05:00Because of HimMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.comBlogger53125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-1860130635881938902017-04-21T19:00:00.002-04:002017-04-21T19:00:49.432-04:00I Have a Couch!So, I've had this couch for a while now. I bought it when I got my apartment after I finished college. It's kinda a weird color somewhere in between dark gray and brown, and I'm pretty sure it's made out of carpet material. On one side it's shredded, like maybe a dog used to love the same couch. Did I mention it came from Goodwill?<br />
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My apartment has some other quirky decorations. Right above that couch is a beautiful clock, and it doesn't really match the couch. All around the ceiling is green Christmas garland left over from my wedding decorations. I count seven different shades of wood on as many other pieces of furniture (more than half of those pieces are bookcases - some six feet tall, one is only about three and a half feet). My kitchen is in the shared laundry room across the hall - ok, it's not a kitchen, but I leave my toaster oven and crockpot there.<br />
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I'm not telling you this because I want you to feel sorry for me. As I'm sitting on my queen sized bed (with a king sized blanket) I'm smiling. I love my home!<br />
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Why? Because this is the home God provided for me and Stephen. Most of our furniture was given to us, and looking at my wedding decorations always makes me think about my wonderful wedding and the people God has put in my life that made my wedding possible.<br />
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With all of that, there's a lot around me to make me feel inadequate. My favorite place to go hang out while Stephen and I were dating was IKEA. Everything there is beautiful, new, and matching. Nothing has been pre-loved.<br />
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Then I look at Facebook. I see cooking videos I cannot make with what I have right now (although I have tried some of them). I see lots of women my age, or younger, having babies. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me because I "waited" so long to get married. Then I look around my home again, and realize there is no room for a crib, so we're all good for now. 😉<br />
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Everywhere around me, I can see life from two different perspectives. The one that makes me feel like I am loved by God and the people around me. And the perspective that tells me I don't know how to love myself enough.<br />
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Does that seem like a leap to you? I'm not saying that having matching furniture or babies is a bad thing (trust me, I LOVE the cute pictures). But why? Changing my status in life is only a good thing when it is to continue to fulfill God's call on my life in His timing. If the changes are brought about to fulfill my own desires, or to make my life look better or more Facebook worthy, or to bring me more in step with my peers, these are not coming from God! This is wrong! Don't believe me? Look at <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20John+2&version=NKJV" target="_blank">1 John 2:16</a>.<br />
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Ladies, you don't have to have mismatched furniture or live in a hobbit hole to be spiritual. But you also don't have to follow a diet, have a birthing plan, or decorate your home based on a Pinterest color palette. Love God first, love others next, and smile at your perfect little home and life. It'll probably change when you're not looking.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
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<br />Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-5022878332715179842017-03-12T23:53:00.001-04:002017-03-12T23:53:30.901-04:00Leaving My Love for Less"Why" is my favorite question. The answer to it always tells so much about a person, if they answer it honestly and completely (although if they don't answer honestly, that also explains a lot). I routinely ask myself this question about various life issues.<br />
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For example, I am switching jobs next month. Why am I doing that? I have a couple of reasons. My old job was very stressful (I've heard my new job is too.....). I had a forever long commute - like, an hour. Each way. That plus a 1 hour lunch made my days 11 hours long - and I still had to find time to live, love, and serve. That's a pretty good reason. I'm not switching for the pay. Working for a lawyer vs. working for a pastor, enh, God will provide. I stopped trying to do the math in my finances a while ago. Some more reasons: saving on gas, free lunch, and a flexible schedule.</div>
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Those are all perks, and not bad things. But at the root of my decision to switch jobs, was simply because now my husband and I will be working at the same place (not in the same office, though. That could get awkward - for everyone else). And coming in a very close second is the opportunity to work full time for my church. Those are my reasons.</div>
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The reason I ask so many questions of others and myself is because I love to set goals. And I love to achieve them. I've wondered a few times if this is for my own personal glory and satisfaction, but most of the times the why answer is not inherently selfish. I set daily goals at work, and I feel good about reaching them, but in reality I set them so that I produce at the level expected of me at work. </div>
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So, goals and why stopped my brain in the middle of my Sunday evening class (sorry, Pastor Todd). Lately, I've been struggling like nobody's business to be in my Bible (see above mentioned long work day). I've been convicted about it, and I try to set goals and work and plan and schedule - and I'm still failing. </div>
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I've always been a failure to a certain degree in this area. But I've never really asked myself why. So here goes. </div>
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I want to study my Bible, memorize, and pray more because I studied ministry and that's what ministry people do. Because I know I should. Because I have people who ask me ministry/Bible questions, and I love people/counseling. Because I want to write more on this blog. Because I'm serving as a full time ministry person this summer. Because I feel like a failure. </div>
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So, last week this is again on my heart as I'm in the morning service, and I begin to write down my plan. Every week, I will:</div>
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Yeah, I read through Galatians 2 or 3 times this week, and I found my Greek New Testament (took me like 2 whole minutes because it was on the bookcase where it belonged). And here I am working on the blog post! I actually wasn't planning on writing this until this evening, which was long after I had forgotten all of my goals. </div>
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Because I have forgotten why. </div>
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No, all the reasons above are still there, but I need to put them back in the perks category.</div>
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<span style="background-color: white; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I have lost focus on the one Who called me to Himself, and have created a different ideal of what a perfect life is, a different gospel or good news. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">A couple of things, this passage is addressed to Christians who are listening to teachers who insist on legalism as a requirement for salvation. Though I would not say that I have added to or taken away from the Gospel, I have distorted my view on what the Christian life is about. And Salvation is not a moment, though it happens in a moment, but a continuing status. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">And this happens quickly, like Paul says! One minute I am completely in love with Christ and His Word, and the next I'm making rules and disciplining myself to reach my goals. I've been told that when we don't feel like doing our devotions, we should do them anyway because we won't always want to love our spouse, but we have to anyway.</span></span><br />
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Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-32093786920112501702017-02-19T22:34:00.000-05:002017-02-19T23:11:29.857-05:00Millenials, The Harvest Is For You<div dir="auto" style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'm in an interesting point in my life. College is done, I just got married, and I'm pretty sure I'm not quite in my career yet. Last year, I had just moved back from college, I was dating and pretty sure I was going to marry Stephen, but anything could happen. I got a good enough job to pay my rent in my own apartment. But I didn't know what was happening next. But I had God. He was taking care of me, providing for me, and He knew what was going to happen next. Sometimes adulting is scary, but I never had to worry because I had the God of the future doing my meal planning.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">But my friends, my peers, what would it be like if you don't know God? Even if you have a bad relationship with God, you can always turn to Him. But there is a world that is lost who cannot turn to Him. They are lost! They don't know where to turn! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">I have a friend who is in this position. She isn't saved. She has no family out here. She is paying her rent on her own, and working 2 jobs to do it. I don't think she has a boyfriend, but she wants to get married someday. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">But she is lost. She has no hope in her life besides just making in through the week.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Millennials want transparency. They want to know the truth, whether they like it or not (they will also, in the spirit of transparency, tell you that they don't like it). Our parents grew up in a secular world of relativism, and a spiritual world of regulation. But our world cannot be like that. I have yet to meet a millennial who outright rejected me for my beliefs, but I have often met ones who were willing to <i>listen</i> and disagree with me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Stop thinking about yourself and being afraid of rejection. Use the culture for your advantage. But not for your advantage, for the goal of working as a field hand in the Master's harvest. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">We've been told as a generation that we can do whatever we want, which must mean being president or an astronaut or a lawyer. There is nothing wrong with any of those jobs, but if we can be what ever we want, why not choose to be a Spurgeon? Why not a Jim Elliot? Why not an Amy Charmichal? All that is required to serve is a submissive love for our good God. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Millennials, our parents and grandparents look at us and do not understand how to reach us through our world of technology. But we do. We can reach our peers. We understand the hipster coffee scene. We understand the minimalist lifestyle. We understand the importance of accumulating experience as opposed to accumulating stuff. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">But we have to push to get out of our group. That is hard. We as Christians have to invest time with one person at a time. Millennials like groups. Introverts have Facebook groups and extroverts have Friday night groups. And we are all very good at group communication. We can send out a tweet, or post on Instagram. But the pretty Bible verse or awesome ambiguous quote is not going to change anyone's mind. It's the conversation you have, one on one. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Our lifestyle has become one of the most meaningless forms of existence in history. We have traded relationships for Facebook friends. Our generation has been taught that anything is acceptable and what is not acceptable should be thrown away. When all truth has been erased and morals are reduced to what we feel, there are no answers for the evil in this world that we have suddenly arrived in as adults. </span><br />
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Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-28409176175002977122017-02-05T17:49:00.001-05:002017-02-05T17:58:32.289-05:00Change, Not Work<br />
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I<i> love </i>being married. I love having a husband, someone I know is there every night, no matter what. A lot changed, though, when I got married. My schedule changed. I now live somewhere else, so my commute to work is different. When I get off work, I can't just stop on my way home if I want to, because his class schedule is such that if we want to see each other, I have to come right back. I used to work out almost every night, and call him while I was at the gym. Now, he prefers me to either be with him or to go to the gym together. It used to not matter what or if I ate dinner (or any other meal). If I was meeting with a friend for the evening, I could eat at midnight or not at all. </div>
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But why did I change? Not because I'm required to, but because I'm requested to. Or even not requested to, but because I'm so in love with my husband, that I want to do what would make him happiest. I'm his wife because I vowed to be, not because of what I do. <br />
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Another thing I would like to add, everyone's relationship with their spouse looks a little different. Not everyone has their spouse taking night classes. Maybe both or neither are. Maybe you're not working, but your husband is. That's OK. What's important is that you love your spouse the way that is best for them. </div>
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You should spend time with God every day! Read your Bible! Pray! Why? Because it's what all Christians do? No! Because this God who loves you and died for you wrote down all this information about Who He is! Listen to Him! Talk to Him! Just like I would tell a wife to spend time with her husband, it's not legalism or required performance, it just makes sense. </div>
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Now let's think about this in relation to our relationship with God. When you get saved, you should change. Your schedule should change. What you do should change. How you live should change. Not because God requires it, but because He loves you and you love Him. </div>
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Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-88491651612834191332017-01-02T00:38:00.000-05:002017-01-02T00:40:56.520-05:00Thoughts on Love from a Marriage ExpertYes, I am a marriage expert. I have been married for 12 whole days now (give or take a few hours).<br />
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No, I don't expect anyone to take me seriously.<br />
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2.5 years ago, my darling first told me he liked me. 9 months later, he told me he loved me. And some days I feel like that is all I know about him.<br />
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But that's all I need to know.<br />
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Oh, I can give you details about his favorite food, hobbies, and what he's studying in college - but you could probably get that out of him too. That's the kind of stuff you find out in a getting to know you conversation.<br />
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Maybe the next time you talk, you would ask his dreams and aspirations. He's got them.<br />
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But I am his wife. I know he loves me. And he doesn't love you the same way.<br />
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I'm very skittish about relationships (I've been burned a few times), and I don't believe people when they tell me they like me. Much less love me. You can say that, but I will immediately build a wall to keep from getting hurt again. And it's not that I like you any less or care about you any less, but I still won't trust you. That's my problem. Not yours. And frankly, I don't expect you to make me trust you. Like I said, my problem.<br />
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But for the past 2.5 years, my darling has been proving to me how much he liked me. And how much he loved me. When we first started dating, he couldn't wait to hear from me.We were on other sides of the country writing emails at least every day, if not more. Phone calls often didn't work out because of logistics and timing. I remember being a little uncomfortable with this. He actually wanted to know what I was doing every day. He cared about my classes, my friends, whether I was getting enough sleep. He and I discussed philosophy and our relationship with God.<br />
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I already liked him, but now I was falling in love with him. He was wonderful, Godly, sweet, and he cared about me.<br />
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But I didn't believe him when after 9 months of 1000+ word emails daily, he told me he loved me. It wasn't my picture perfect moment (but I've come to realize that those really only come in Disney movies). We were Skyping, and I actually didn't understand him when he said it, so I had to ask him to repeat himself, just because that was the last thing I was expecting him to say.<br />
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Even though I knew that I loved him, there was a part of me that didn't completely believe what he was saying.<br />
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Now, we are 22 months later, and I believe him. The poor guy went through a lot trying to convince me. He repeated himself, wrote letters to me, and just stayed me. When a lesser man would have gotten frustrated because I was still pushing back, he kept pulling me in.<br />
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I considered breaking up with him so many times, but I never once heard that he ever seriously thought about it. He loves me. He wanted me to be the woman who is by his side every single day.<br />
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He listened when my day was hard, bought me chocolate to make me fat (jk, but some days are just perfect for a bite or 2 of dark chocolate), and never backed away until he knew that I knew he loved me.<br />
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And then he proposed.<br />
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But I learned something about him yesterday. He is a very busy man.<br />
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We were in between family events and it was a long day after a very long night, when his phone rang. It was something else for him to take care of. Another problem for him to fix.<br />
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I knew he was tired, and I was frustrated at the people who were making him tired.<br />
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But this is the man I married. A man who will sacrificially serve others. A man who is always busy, but doesn't look like it.<br />
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Now, I really know what it took, all those times I just needed to hear his voice say "I love you". All of the times I asked him to go out of his way to spend time with me. All of dating and the long process to marry me.<br />
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Now all I know of my husband, is that he loves me.<br />
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This reminds me of Christ, our heavenly bridegroom (see <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ephesians+5&version=ESV" target="_blank">Ephesian 5:25</a>) who loved us sacrificially. He died, and gave himself for us, shouting to all ages His love for us. And here we are 2,000 years later, still pushing back. Doubting Him, demanding He cater to our needs, and pushing back on spending time with Him because we don't understand His love. We have pages upon pages of His letter to us.<br />
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How have we made it this long without seeing Him for Who He truly is? The One Person Who above and beyond all earthly companions has proved His love for us? <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+5&version=ESV" target="_blank">Romans 5:8</a> tells how the love of Christ compelled Him to die for us while we were still sinners and rejecting Him. (See also <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John+3&version=ESV" target="_blank">John 3:16</a>). He died for all, and He specifically loves you.<br />
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Seeing this and allowing it to permeate our lives are completely different things. Just like I could hear the words "I love you", and not allow it to affect me. I needed to trust Stephen that his love for me was real. And live my life like it was. I had to say yes to his proposal.<br />
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How does Christ's love change our lives? It should change us into His image. We should become like Him.<br />
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We should love Him. And respect Him. And give our lives, pledging ourselves only unto Him, till death do us unite.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
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<br />Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-91852953960963672722016-02-09T01:19:00.000-05:002016-02-09T01:19:17.960-05:00Walk by FaithI wasn't planning on a theme, but faith comes up once again in my personal devotions and thoughts. In <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20Corinthians%205&version=esv" target="_blank">2 Corinthians 5:7</a> we have at least one iteration of the phrase "we walk by faith and not by sight." Our eternal existence is based entirely on faith that what we read in a Book written 2000 years ago is true. The way we act displays (or it should) our eternal destination. To put it another way, if this life isn't all there is, then Christians use their time on earth in a different way than unbelievers.<br />
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So, assuming the above is true, and everyone reading this is a Christian.... why don't we act like it? No, I am not talking about manners or mannerisms. I am talking about living a life that acts like the God in the Bible is real. He has given so many promises! <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=matt+6&version=ESV" target="_blank">Matthew 6</a> talks about how He knows you need food and clothing, and He will take care of you! <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=deu+31&version=ESV" target="_blank">Deuteronomy 31</a> says that God will never leave us. This is in the context of fighting a battle! If God is on your side in any battle, you know the outcome. The same concept of His presence is also in <a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Heb+13&version=ESV" target="_blank">Hebrews 13:5</a>. This promise is to reassure us as His children, and to turn our eyes away from lusting and coveting.<br />
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Earlier in Hebrews, God gives us a list of people who lived by faith. They acted out and spoke about what they knew to be true about God. And what they did was pretty crazy. Noah built an ark for 100 years, and no one outside his family believed him enough to even get on the boat just in case. Abraham left the protection of his family clan to travel to a place that he didn't know. And God didn't tell him where he was going, He just told him to walk. Imagine trying to explain that to your relatives.<br />
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But God knew what He was doing. He had a plan that was bigger than what made sense. He wanted to redeem all of mankind.<br />
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I'm not saying that we shouldn't plan for the future (you can look at Proverbs if you want verses on that), but I would like to say that maybe it's not our future to plan. You can go to school and learn a lot, and end up working for McDonalds the rest of your life because you can't find another job. You can work hard and move up to the top of the corporate ladder, if you want to.<br />
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Maybe instead of looking at what makes the most sense financially, it's time to look at what God wants you to do. Work hard, but only as unto God (<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=col+3&version=ESV" target="_blank">Colossians 3:22 ff</a>). Decide how to spend your time and resources by faith. Yeah, I mean that we should be praying about everything. And we need to follow Him on whatever path He directs us whenever He directs us.<br />
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I've heard some stories about people who were called to be missionaries, and then they never made it for one reason or another, and disaster struck their family. I know that God does chasten His children to get us to where we need to be, but I don't think that happens in every situation. I think we can decide to not follow God's leading, but we will miss out on a reward that is eternal in heaven. Maybe that means that our 401k is not as big as our financial adviser would like it to be. Maybe we don't ever get to have a new car or a big home. This world is not all there is.<br />
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Has God asked you to walk?<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-86825483830727736622016-02-07T15:06:00.001-05:002016-02-07T15:06:21.425-05:00Pray in FaithMaybe you've seen the movie War Room, maybe every message you've heard lately has reminded you to pray, maybe the state of the country has you turning to God with more questions than He seems to be answering right now. I don't know. For me, though, I have been reminded to pray nearly every day for the past six weeks. Would you believe I still forget all the time?<br />
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The reason I forget is because I have requests on my list that are still unanswered. Requests I have been praying about for 4-5 years. I know I'm young, and that might not seem like a lot of time to some of the women who read this, but some of these requests deal with situations that affect me all day every day.<br />
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The reason I forget is because I can always find something else that needs to be done now, and I'll make sure to have my quiet time later. I need to make dinner so that it will be ready when my roommate gets back. I need to do laundry because I've been putting it off for too long. I need to spend time with my boyfriend since we've been long distance for a year and a half, and now we are finally living in the same state again.<br />
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The reason I forget is because my schedule has been too crazy since I finished school, moved across the country, and started a new job. I haven't even been able to figure out a way to make sure I text everyone I want to stay in touch with on a regular basis.<br />
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The reason I forget is because I forget how weak I am. My life doesn't work without God.<br />
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I have seen God answer prayer before. Once, when I was 13 or 14, I wanted to go to camp so badly. My parents had sent us when we were in 6th grade to Jr camp and that was all that we could expect. We didn't spend a lot of time away from home without them. I remember asking God to please let me go to camp and provide the money somehow. I had enough to pay for half, and the babysitting business had been slow. I never told my parents about that prayer. I never told anyone. The night before we had to sign up for camp, my mom told me, out of the blue, that they would be willing to pay for half, if I wanted to go to camp that year. That's what God does for a kid!<br />
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Three and a half years ago, I wanted to go to college, and I had been asking God for some way to be able to go. He provided a job that allowed me to be able to go.<br />
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Last year, I was struggling to get enough to pay my school bill by just working on campus, so I applied for a job off campus. After three tries to get to the interview (we had some beautiful snow days!) I was offered the position at twice what I had been making at BJU. But I didn't have a car, and I knew my friends couldn't drive me to work all the time. I had $1000 and 2 days. God provided a car off of craigslist that actually ran, had low mileage, and still has not needed a major repair.<br />
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This past month, I had a roommate set up, but I didn't have a job. God provided a job within 36 hours of arriving in town. With enough to pay my bills and have left overs for fun extra stuff too. And they'll pay for me to get my master's degree. Still thinking about that one ;)<br />
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Why don't I pray? Because I forget. God not only provides for me as His beloved child, but He always listens to me. He is the reason I have life! He is the reason I have a purpose. I'm not saying that everything I've ever wanted I got... But everything I have ever needed, I have.<br />
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Yes, I sometimes wonder how God will answer those old requests of mine, but I pray in faith knowing that His timing is best, His plan is perfect, and He loves me more than anyone else possibly could.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-55221816986650846222015-12-11T14:34:00.002-05:002015-12-11T14:34:43.490-05:00Content to not knowI've spent a lot of time lately hearing about contentment. And a lot about change. I am graduating in 6 days from BJU. I feel like Rapunzel in Tangled:<br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">Rapunzel</i><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">:</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;"> I've been looking out of a window for eighteen years, dreaming about what I might feel like when those lights rise in the sky. What if it's not everything I dreamed it would be? </span></span><br />
<i style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">Flynn Rider</i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">: It will be. </span><br />
<i style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">Rapunzel</i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">: And what if it is? What do I do then? </span><br />
<i style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">Flynn Rider</i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit; line-height: 17.03px;">: Well,that's the good part I guess. You get to go find a new dream. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">Yeah, going to college was my dream. I waited 3.5 years after highschool to go, and the whole time I never knew if I was going to be able to finish it. Most of those closest to me didn't expect me to go, they certainly never expected me to finish. And I'm the first to admit that I doubted often whether or not it was God's will for me to be here. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">But now, I know that it is not His will for me to be here anymore - for now at least. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">Back to my original point, God has being teaching me about being content in change. There are a lot things about my life that are unknowns. How will I afford my apartment, when I don't have a job yet? How will my relationships with others change? I don't want to be the person who gets a degree and then wastes it by never putting it to use. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 17.03px;">As much as I want the security of knowing what is going to happen next, I know one thing for sure. I am secure in the will of God. And He has not shown me the future yet. I've been asked a couple of times 'what's next?' and I don't have an answer. I have a boyfriend, but I'm not engaged like a lot of the other girls graduating, so I'm not planning a wedding. Too many things are moving around for me to know any where close to where I'm planning to be in 5 years. </span><br />
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<br />My head screams that that is not an answer! But it's what my God has chosen to reveal to me. He has shown me what He requires of me: to serve Him with all of my heart in the moment He calls me to live.<br />
<br />When I look back at what He has taught me, He has always provided perfectly for my needs. He has continued to grow me, and turn my heart ever more towards Him (though I often forget the lessons I've learned and need a refresher). He has placed people in my life that have had a huge impact on me. And He allowed me to be used by Him in other's lives. I don't need to be afraid of wasting my degree, because I know that the One Who gave it to me has the prerogative to chose what happens. I know that He has changed me forever because of my time here.<br />
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Guess it's time to find a new dream. In the meantime, I'm content with the change.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-38354755371853583532015-08-23T22:18:00.000-04:002015-08-23T22:18:23.480-04:00Just a PuffSometimes, life just gets the best of you. If college is supposed to be the best time of my life, then I'm headed for destruction pretty fast.... I run to work, run to class, think about eating and go on a coffee run instead, run (or pretend to at least) to stay fit, and run to Christ every day during chapel.<br />
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Summer! Freedom! Lets add in 40+ hours of work, 8 credits of online classes, and training horses on the side (that only lasted as long as I didn't have to write papers for the online class). At least in summer I have enough time to enjoy my coffee while working on homework.<br />
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Next week, I will be starting my senior semester at BJU. I'm the weird person who transferred in January and will graduate in December. I can't believe it's here already. All my friends are here - friends who I would classify as more than family. I have a dear church who has continually shown the love and graciousness of Christ (we regularly practice the Baptist sacrament of consuming food).<br />
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Since my first week at BJU, I was required for a class to take notes on 50 sermons (which wasn't hard since we have chapel 4 days a week and 2 services on Sunday), so I would write next to the date in my notebook what number each sermon was. I decided to continue this practice even after I had completed the assignment. Tonight, I took notes for sermon #478. In the past 32 months, I have taken notes on all of those sermons (some, I forgot to bring my notebook, so the actual number is a lot higher). I have learned that my God walks on the storms of life, been encouraged to run the race and walk in the Spirit. I know that my life only makes sense when explained by faith and that God desires a life broken and spilled out for Him.<br />
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And while I'm huffing and puffing through my college days, I'm reminded that life is just a puff.<br />
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Tonight, life has slowed down - a calm before the storm of classes and homework. I drove home tonight after church and all around me I saw clouds. Big puffy storm clouds that just haven't released their burdens on the world. One of the clouds, at just the right angle, looked just like the Sphinx. Yeah, I still imagine pictures in the clouds - don't judge. 15 minutes later, I couldn't really see the cloud from my angle, and it probably changed anyway.<br />
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But think about the real Sphinx for a moment. What is it really, but a tribute to another human's puff of a life. Yeah, we have the real limestone statue, but who built it again? According to the all-knowing Google, the best guess is Pharaoh Khafra, but that is only a guess. They don't know for sure. Whoever it was, their life is gone.<br />
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One thing I know, however short or long my life may be, it's not likely to linger much longer than that cloud did tonight. Someday, all the burdens will be dropped, all the running will stop. Will I make a greater impact on this world than a pharaoh did with stone?<br />
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We have one chance to make this puff worth something. All of those sermons, all of my classes, all of the time spent studying the God of the universe will make a difference. Only He can change the world in a puff. We can simply choose to be part of His plan.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-32593039476098806942014-10-08T08:43:00.002-04:002014-10-08T08:43:46.195-04:00It's 7:15 am and my coffee is already coldGood morning! Doesn't that sound like a cheery message? But that really is how my life is going right now.<br />
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This past week I have been fairly sick... worse than I've been for a really long time. Basically for the last four days I've slept and emerged only enough to get food and go to chapel and required work meetings. My poor chapel buddies must think I have the plague. I've skipped classes and church. Today, I decided that I could not afford to be sick any longer. But that means that I had to get up with enough time to go to breakfast and make it to the student center by 7:15 to open. Luckily, my body decided that 4 am would be a great time to decide that I didn't need to breath, so I woke up to keep myself alive, and kinda just dozed for another two hours.<br />
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Why am I telling you this? Do I really just want sympathy or a hot cup of coffee? Not really.<br />
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Have you ever thought about how dependent on God we are? Sure, we've all heard the cliches that we're not guaranteed another breath, but does that really sink in? How about that God allowed you to wake up this morning? Our bodies are moving, breathing, functioning by the sustaining power of God.<br />
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This morning, I was nearly in tears trying to get going and unlocking all of the doors in the student center... I couldn't find sugar in the dining common, so I knew that my coffee was going to taste weird at best, why did I bother to toast my bagel when I knew that it would for sure be cold before I was done with all of my opening duties? Why did I have to be the one who was working insanely early hours after a late night?<br />
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Grumble, mumble, murmer.<br />
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Ladies and gentlemen, this morning, God gave me grace enough to wake up in time to make it to the dining common and get breakfast before I had to work. Last night, my roommate bought me creamer so that I could enjoy my coffee... cold or not. This morning, God gave me a quiet place to study Greek for the test I have this afternoon. Last night, I fell asleep and slept in a longer block than I have for four days. This morning, God allowed me to use the strength He gave me to work a job so that I can pay my school bill. Last night, one of my co-workers had an umbrella, so I didn't have to walk back from the meeting in the rain.<br />
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It's 8:45 am, my coffee is almost gone, and my God is still good beyond what I need. He doesn't have to sustain me, but He does. He doesn't have to send people into my life to just do nice things, but He does. He doesn't have to let me have coffee, but He does.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-18068666179432319592014-07-05T19:39:00.001-04:002014-07-05T19:39:42.373-04:00Like a Child<div>
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">The same week, I was having a friendly duel with patience. Up to that point of the summer, I had had 15 year olds who at least know the basics of cleaning...Not so with 8 year olds. One of the girls excitedly volunteered the first day to clean the toilet, and obviously I agreed. It is rare to find such passion in one so young....</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">The whole week, my cabin regularly failed cabin check. It. Was. Bad. I tried getting them up 20 minutes earlier, I showed them how to clean, I cleaned with them without actually doing all of the work for them...</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Everyday, though, the girls left the cabin sure that they would win because of how beautiful it was. Saturday morning, I packed all of my little ducks (which is what I had called them all week) and sent them out the door onto their lovely bus. Then I began to really clean. The cabin wasn't destroyed, but it sure did need some work to get it up to passing for my cabin check the next day.</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Think about us, as Christians, as 8 year olds serving God. We can try so hard, and we do the best that we can serving God, but our best work is so pathetic, its laughable. We can push ourselves harder and set aside more time to serve Him, go door knocking every Saturday, but ultimately, its no better. You can study up for serving God. I was reading a Jerry Bridges book and got the inspiration for this post. There are so many great books about how to serve God and do everything. Again, though, we're still just 8 year olds trying to clean a cabin.</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">I get it. You have to let God help you! That's how you succeed at the Christian life! So we work just as hard as we were working before and.... we still fail at cabin inspection.</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Here's my point. Just like the cabin didn't pass until I cleaned it, our service for God won't pass until He does it. All of it. I know its not a perfect illustration, especially because God does use us to complete His perfect work, but He always uses us in such a way that, if we really looked at it, we'd realize that none of that was from our own work.</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. - 2 Corinthians 12:9</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Live dependant on God's grace and allow Him to work wonders.</span><div style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">
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<span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Because of Him, </span><br style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;" /><span style="font-family: Tahoma; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; widows: 2;">Missa</span></div>
Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-72002358893574074442014-04-27T14:17:00.002-04:002014-04-27T15:06:08.290-04:00Give it to MeI was talking with God last night.<br />
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This past week, during chapel, I heard two illustrations about storms. In one story, the disciples' weak faith caused them to cry out and demand that Jesus Christ stop the storm. In the next story, the disciples were alone in the boat and Christ walked on the storm. This time, Peter asked for the ability to walk on the storm as well - and he did! Until he looked at what was making up the storm and he began to flounder. At this point, instead of calming the sea and letting the fisherman swim his way to the top, Christ reached out His hand and pulled Peter to the top of the waves. And they walked on the storm together.<br />
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Last night in prayer group, we were discussing what we had learned about God over the past week; either in our devotions or in chapel or perhaps through a song that had been stuck in our heads. I love the girls in my group so much. So many times, four or five of us have been learning the lesson, but different facets of it. While I was learning about waiting on God to calm storms and to dependently walk on storms, another girl was learning that our weaknesses are what causes us to turn to God. In other words, if we didn't have weaknesses, we would not be constantly calling on Him to help us.<br />
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My weaknesses make me completely and utterly unable to handle my storms. I've been trying to swim on my own, but that doesn't work. Then I turn to God (notice my order of operation) and demand that He stop the storm. I go back and forth between clinging to the stability of a frail, bobbing boat and throwing myself into a choppy sea trying to battle it out myself and drowning.<br />
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Sometimes when I look at my life, it feels like my trials define me. The pain of relationships broken or breaking, the stress of an insanely busy work/school schedule and an immense school bill, and the intense, internal struggle with sin that no one who looks at me could ever guess.<br />
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Turn your eyes upon Jesus,<br />
Look full in His wonderful face,<br />
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim<br />
In the light of His glory and grace<br />
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I have a tendency when I'm talking with people to discuss only the happy things (like a good grade on a test or a funny thing a teacher said) or the acceptable complaints (like an unfair teacher or an EVIL test). To a degree, that is perfectly fine - not everyone I come in contact with needs to know my problems. There is no need to place that burden on people.<br />
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The problem comes when I am unwilling to give that burden to God.<br />
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Oh, I can pray about my burdens - like how much I want those relationships fixed, or asking for strength so that I can make it through the day. This is <u>NOT</u> wrong! But, at the same time, I don't want to <i>make </i>God help me carry these burdens - or even to let Him take them from me and actually carry them for me. As His child, I wanted to bring Him things that bring Him joy, like a crayon colored picture. But while these things bring joy and He likes them, He, as my Father, wants to help me when I'm sick or in pain.<br />
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Last night, I was talking with God, my Gentle, Loving Father, and all I wanted to do was to be able to give Him something that would give Him joy, but all I could find was nasty, broken pain.<br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Give it to Me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Wait, what?!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Cast your cares on Me, because I care for you.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">But I want to give you something good - to be a profitable and contributing member of this family. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Do you think that you can carry My burden for you while being tied under your own? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">But I don't want You to have to carry something for me when I can't give anything to You! That's not fair!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">What part of "God of the Universe Who gives strength because He is strength" don't you understand? Your burden is heavy and you are weary. I will give you rest, but only if you give it to Me. Then, I can give you My burden, which is easy and light. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Ok, so if I give You my burden, will the problems go away? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">In time and in different degrees. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Then what's the point? I want it to be fixed now! I think I can do it myself if I can just work harder!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">I want you to look at Me, and not the burden, not the storm, not yourself. I want you to hold My hand as I walk with you on top of the storm. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">I'm afraid - what if I start to drown again? What if I start to carry my burden again? </span><br />
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<span style="color: #990000;">Then just give it back to Me. In fact, just start making a habit of giving it back to Me every morning and every evening. Look at Me, and I will keep you safe. </span><br />
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No, I didn't actually hear God speaking to me, but last night this was going on in my heart. Have you ever had a really good conversation with your best friend that lasted for hours and you just felt so relieved afterwards? I know that what I'm struggling with may or may not ever go away, but I also know Who is strong enough to carry me. Not take up the slack, but completely and totally carry. He is the God who walks on storms.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-12514157528903812592014-03-31T19:59:00.000-04:002014-03-31T19:59:57.807-04:00Peer DependentPeer dependent. Those two words were the strongest insult of my high school life. No matter what happened, being peer dependent was never something to become.<br />
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This phrase is particularly popular among homeschooling families who lean towards a strong family structure. Please don't misunderstand, I am completely for following the Biblical model in regards to families (well in regards to everything, really). I would argue, however, that we are designed by God to be peer, as well as family, dependent.<br />
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What is peer dependency? To sum it up, basically it is a strong need for affirmation of one's self from one's peers (those of the same demographic, age, social situation, etc.). Some can take it to the point of an addiction, and often spend their waking hours trying to decide how to best improve one's Facebook persona or other such actions. The solution to such an addiction has been to practice a form of isolation. Or highly controlled exposure. This is when families keep to themselves and when they venture into the world, their friends are those who share identical beliefs. Thus, the children grow up to become exactly what their parents envision them to be.<br />
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Question: what happens when these children emerge into the world and are questioned for their beliefs? Most will answer with a response that lacks a Biblical basis and smacks of cultism. I'm not saying this to step on people's toes or be mean. I've been there and I've seen how others respond to me when I reply that way. And then there's the dreaded "friends" question. Do you have any friends? Well certainly! All of us homeschoolers are highly socialized (because we have to disprove that myth) and can list 100 people off the top of our head.<br />
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My next question is, is there anyone of those friends who have the knowledge of you or the relationship necessary to confront sin or encourage you to grow spiritually? The level of friendship required for that goes far beyond discussing knitting techniques or even what last Sunday's sermon was about.<br />
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If we go back to the original creation account, Eve was created for Adam because "it is not good that the man should be alone" (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=gen+2&version=KJV" target="_blank">Genesis 2:18</a>). The rest of the verse proceeds to complete the argument for traditional marriage, but that's not the point. The point is Adam needed another person. Yes, God is all sufficient for everything we need, but He can fulfill those needs through someone else. Part of the argument against peer relationships is because we shouldn't need anyone else besides our immediate family, but that's not true.<br />
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<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Proverbs%2027&version=KJV" target="_blank">Proverbs 27</a> gives a wealth of information about friends and how to be a friend and what to look for in a friend.... And it's not talking about family. Friends should be willing to rebuke you. Their wounds are faithful, but they also build you up and sharpen you. This passage even rebukes those obnoxious morning people friends!<br />
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Ok, people need people, and part of this includes friends who are not family... what's the problem?<br />
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Well, the idea of dependency conveys a concept of need. So, if we need friends... does that make us peer dependent?<br />
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Like all good things, wisdom is necessary. I fully acknowledge that those of my peer level, early twenty something college students, are not always the most wise. But I also know how far to trust their counsel. I know when they are faithfully wounding me and sharpening me, trying to help me grow. I know that likely there are some decisions and problems that will arise that they will not have the ability to help with. But I also know that they are praying for me, and that intercession is so precious to me.<br />
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So, is peer dependency a failure? Or is it the admission of a common weakness wherein God has provided for us?Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-64703693249109464282014-01-23T10:39:00.001-05:002014-01-23T12:29:06.738-05:00Bitter SeasonMaybe you've noticed something about this blog... I love to take the illustrations from the Bible and see how they actually apply in daily life.<br />
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I've been thinking about fruit again. Probably because we really don't get much real fruit in the dining common here at the big Bob, or maybe because I'm really hungry... who wants to study accounting when you can eat?!<br />
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Think of a peach. Sweet, succulent, so juicy you don't even really have to bite into it to enjoy its flavor because it can't even contain itself. That peach from the summer that is just AMAZING!<br />
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Did you know that it did not always exist in that form? Well duh! A peach has to grow and go through many changes to become the fruit that it is.<br />
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What are those changes?<br />
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So much has to happen in order to get from a flower bud to get it to a point where it actually resembles fruit.<br />
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But I want to point one more thing out. If you eat the fruit when it first appears in a fruit-like state, you will be sadly disappointed.<br />
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Every piece of fruit must go through a season of bitterness in order to mature to perfect sweetness.<br />
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I'm going to ask you to not think of the definition of bitterness that I normally use on this blog, that of deep anger that festers in your soul and consumes you. But rather think of bitterness as something that is not pleasant in our general vernacular.<br />
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Throughout the Bible, we see the theme that suffering is part of our life. Think about Job. He was put through a trial that was beyond what what I can imagine, yet this was part of a divine plan by God. Through the trial, Job's faith was tried and refined. In <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=james+1&version=KJV" target="_blank">James 1</a>, we read that we ought to count it all joy when we have these trials and temptations because they are working patience in our life. Our trials bring us from fruit that, while it is there, is yet immature. It is necessary for fruit to mature, not just because we like to eat sweet, ripe fruit, but because of how God designed the tree to reproduce. If the unripe peach were to fall to the ground, it would not be able to grow the seed pit inside of it. That is just how it works. So too, we cannot expect to reproduce our fruit until it reaches some point of maturity.<br />
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One other thing I would like to point out. This process of growth through a season of bitterness happens yearly for peach trees. A few weeks ago, I would love to have thought that I had arrived spiritually. I thought all of my fruit was perfect and I didn't need to grow anymore. The reality is, just like a tree, we don't stop growing. At some point, we drop our fruit and start all over.<br />
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Here's hope, though. From what I have heard from farmers, every year, the fruit is better then the year before. This is because not only does the fruit go through a process of maturing, but also the tree itself. As we grow spiritually, we don't really have moments when we drop all the back to where we were before we were saved, but we have moments when we have to grow.<br />
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And sometimes, that means going through a bitter season.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-5346766230098544382013-11-10T23:36:00.000-05:002013-11-10T23:38:50.522-05:00Expensive, But Totally Worth ItWhat is the most expensive thing you can think of? A Lamborghini? Jewels? Houses?<br />
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What makes something expensive? Is is merely the intrinsic worth of an item, or does sentimental value play into it?<br />
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If somebody were to try and buy either of the following two items, which would be more expensive?<br />
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Christmas morning<br />
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Wait, you can't buy Christmas. It's a day.<br />
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Ok, play along with me. If someone could buy and sell a day, would you give it up for a million dollars? Maybe if it were just any day... but what about Christmas day? Hot chocolate or coffee, a crackling fire, a five year old understanding how much fun it is to give mommy a gift, singing Christmas carols while preparing dinner, peace, quiet, time with those you love and who love you....<br />
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So, there you have it. Most people who have that wouldn't sell that morning for the world. Those who don't have that would give the world to get it.<br />
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But there is something else that costs so much.... and yet it is totally worth it.<br />
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Forgiveness<br />
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I was studying for one of my Bible classes this past weekend and there was a chapter in the textbook on forgiveness. I thought I knew it all. But I didn't. One thing I had never heard was this: forgiveness always has a cost. A very high cost in some cases.<br />
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Think about being forgiven for your sins. The only thing that can pay for sins is death. Christ gave up His life to make that payment for you. But think about when you ask God to forgive you for your sins. Does He ask you to pay for them?<br />
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No. They've been paid for. He absorbed the cost Himself. Through giving up His Son to death because of our sin, the penalty was paid, but He doesn't demand restitution for the loss He suffered. He gives forgiveness to all who ask.<br />
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Notice I don't say say to everyone. Only those who ask. We have to ask for forgiveness for it to be given. True, the offended party can overlook the wrong and not develop bitterness or anger over it, but that is not forgiveness. Someone has to pay the price for the wrong (not the ultimate price, but the immediate inter-relational price).<br />
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If someone dents your car, is it forgiveness to ask them to pay to fix the dent?<br />
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No. That is justice. That is right. That is perfectly acceptable. But it is not forgiveness.<br />
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Forgiveness is paying to fix the dent yourself.<br />
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Why would anyone want to do that??? Well, because maybe the other person can never possibly be able to make restitution for the damage.<br />
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And what happens if no one ever pays to fix the damage? Well...<br />
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It stays.<br />
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Expensive? Yeah...<br />
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Worth it?<br />
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Well, you tell me.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
Missa<br />
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<br />Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-85640709687732063502013-10-22T14:31:00.000-04:002013-10-22T14:31:28.747-04:00EmptyThree things I have learned from going to college full time:<br />
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<li>You can either get an "A" in English or in your favorite class - not both (choose wisely)</li>
<li>They give away twice as many room job demerits on Friday because nobody works the desk after classes</li>
<li>You will get very sleepy - really! By the second week of school, you are falling asleep in classes</li>
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Why? Because the plain and simple fact of life is natural selection - only the strongest can survive the full credit load, work, and social time involved in college. Oh, and there's eating too... forgot about that one.<br />
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So I'm kinda joking a bit, but sometimes that is how it seems. And talking to those who are older than me, it sounds like it doesn't actually get better the older you get - you just don't have as much energy to do more things.<br />
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Have you ever thought about the fact that God doesn't get tired? Well,duh! Who else would be listening to our prayers at 2 am when we're working on our paper and the computer dies?<br />
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No, seriously. Our God is never weary, never weighed down by the cares of life, never sleeps, never faints, never even takes His eyes off of us to blink. He is vigilant, faithful, and cares for us more than we do.<br />
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On Monday, in chapel, the preacher was reading Isaiah 40. He was really only reading the first part to emphasize the perfect and enduring nature of God's word and the necessity for Bible translation. That afternoon, I was studying for a science test and came across a note I had made about a verse later on in the passage. Then, that evening I was getting ready to go running and was a bit antsy, so I pulled out my Bible again to read the same passage (once I get stuck on something, I have a hard time getting off of it until I have it completely processed in my mind).<br />
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The whole passage is speaking about the marvelousness of God and asks twice "Have you not known? Have you not heard?" concerning certain attributes of God. But I want to show one thing to you:<br />
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Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding.</div>
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He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.</div>
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Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:</div>
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But they that wait upon the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=isa%2040&version=KJV" target="_blank">Isaiah 40:28-31</a> </div>
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Our God is not weary and doesn't faint. That is something that everyone should know and accept. But God is the One that gives us our strength. We are weary. We faint. God renews that which we have lost so that we can run without weariness and walk without fainting.</div>
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Another thing I've learned, somewhat recently but this is also just a review lesson for me, is that there are different kinds of weariness. Sometimes it is physical weariness. Without the proper amount of sleep and nutrition, your body wears down faster and faster until you can barely stay awake in chapel at 11, much less pay attention in your 4 pm class. </div>
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I can tell you that there have been times this semester that I have gotten up before 5 and didn't fall asleep until after 2. I was completely worn out and was struggling to get the minimum amount of work done (lets not even talk about the "extras" of studying). But daily I found that He gave me energy to make it through. He gave it by different ways - a friend to talk to, an encouraging verse, a kind word at work.... But it was Him. He daily filled my life with His strength and then kept topping me off until I reached the end of the day - completely empty, but looking forward to the next day to glorify Him in His strength.</div>
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During prayer group this week, we were reading a prayer letter from a missionary in Antigua who told the story of a man who did not want to get saved until he had had his fun. This unsaved man know that to be a Christian meant a radically different life from that of the world. That is what being a Christian is.</div>
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If you look at American Christianity throughout history, there has been a dramatic progression from having a noticeably different lifestyle to just blending into a crowd. This is due, not to a lack of true regeneration, but to a blurring of the line of what is good and what is bad. There is now what is called "a gray area" of "<b>not that bad"</b>. Why is <b>"not that bad"</b> acceptable? What is the "that" that we are comparing our actions/words/entertainment choices on? </div>
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When you are first exposed to the sun at the beginning of the summer what happens? Initially, you will get burned. It hurts and you notice it and shy away from it. But sunburns don't last forever. For three months, though, you are being exposed more and more to the burning rays, and yet you don't get burned. You get more and more tan. Eventually, it can get to the point that you don't even see that you are tanned and spending hours outside no longer causes the pain it once did. It's only when you return from your vacation and come in contact with those who worked desk jobs all summer and are still pasty white that you see how far it has gone.</div>
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So think of sin in the same way. The first time you heard a curse word or profanity in a movie (and actually knew what it meant) were you surprised? Did it cause a bit of pain? But you were watching the movie with your family or close friend... and they thought it was fine... Or at least they didn't say anything about it.</div>
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I heard a sermon at camp about David. He was a man after God's own heart, but how was he so? In <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20sam%2024&version=KJV" target="_blank">1 Samuel 24</a>, twice David sinned. Both times they were things that <b>aren't that bad</b>, and yet it says that his heart smote him. He felt the pain of sin. Instead of excusing it since it <b>wasn't that bad</b>, he repented and did not repeat the sin. In <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psa%20101&version=KJV" target="_blank">Psalm 101</a> we find his plan to stay away from sin:</div>
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Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-66025148569513962902013-08-18T16:15:00.002-04:002013-08-18T16:15:49.033-04:00Enduring*The following story is told in first person for dramatic effect ONLY. Any resemblance to people or events living or dead is purely coincidental*<div>
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What am I going to do about it?! This is totally uncalled for, I have done everything for this person! I've served them and they turn around and stick a knife in my back! This is not fair! I shouldn't have to put up with this!</div>
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Let us say, for the sake of shortening our words, that this cycle happens many times over several years until....</div>
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I just don't care anymore. I don't want to love that person anymore. </div>
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All right, story time is over. I think, in all honesty, this has happened to a lot of us. We've been betrayed by someone we love. How are you supposed to respond to this? Even when the offense has only happened once, not multiple times, how are we supposed to respond? To be completely honest, I am dealing with something like this right now, as well as watching a conflict like this develop and simmer for several months (years, really). How are we all to respond as Christians? </div>
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Someone whom I greatly trust gave this advice: apply <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20cor%2013&version=KJV" target="_blank">1 Corinthians 13</a>. Isn't it great when God gives us <i>very</i> specific instructions on how to act?</div>
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Yeah, well I want to see anyone who can completely apply that passage! "Believes all things, hopes all things, <i>endures</i> all things"... Love is really hard! Love is not "when I feel like it" or "when they are always acting in a loving manner towards me" Did you know that we are supposed to even supposed to treat people this way when they are our <i>enemies</i>?! (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+5&version=KJV" target="_blank">Matthew 5:43-44</a>) </div>
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So, the Bible really is pretty intense on this issue of what true love is. Let's just look at 1 Corinthians 13 in parts:</div>
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<li>Suffereth Long - that means to suffer for a long time (i. e. you don't have a "last straw")</li>
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<li>Envieth Not - You are not jealous of what the other person has that you don't (be it possessions, popularity, or personality)</li>
<li>Vaunteth Not Itself - Basically it means that your goal is not to be lifted up or promoted by the object of your love. Your goal is actually to lift the other person up.</li>
<li>Is Not Puffed Up - Don't be proud in a self-glorifying manner. (See the whole book of proverbs)</li>
<li>Doth Not Behave Itself Unseemly - It knows where the boundaries are and stays well within them</li>
<li>Seeketh Not Her Own - Look out for the other person, let God worry about Who is taking care of you</li>
<li>Is Not Easily Provoked - Don't let your buttons get pushed (see "suffereth long")</li>
<li>Thinketh No Evil - This is a hard one: don't assume that the person who is doing you wrong is actually being malicious. This is a really hard one. Personally, I love to talk issues out - to think out loud. Sometimes I want to have someone with a listening ear. That may be all that the issue is about. True, the other person may be lacking discernment as to who they are confiding in, but we are talking about your response, not their actions.</li>
<li>Rejoiceth Not In Iniquity, But Rejoiceth In Truth - Don't silently gloat when the other person is falling on their face in sin! Just because you have an issue with them does not mean that the more they stumble the better because that might mean that they will finally get right with God - and you. Anyone who has struggled with sin can tell you that one sin leads to another which leads to another... and the more sin the harder it is to get it all right and taken care of. We should rejoice when we see them doing the right thing! That shows a tenderness towards God and perhaps a leading to restitution</li>
<li>Beareth All Things - Carry the other person's burdens</li>
<li>Believeth All Things - When they tell you that they are sorry... believe them</li>
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Please do not merely change your actions without making a verbal acknowledgment of your wrong! This is <b>very </b>important. When you do not admit your wrong, the other person will not see their need to admit their wrong. You are also dancing on the edge of pride, since you do not see the need to "go to thy brother" (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%205&version=KJV" target="_blank">Matthew 5:24</a>) and humble yourself. </div>
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Please do not leave this website without reading two other posts of mine, if you have not already done so: <a href="http://becauseofhimmissa.blogspot.com/2012/10/mirror-image.html" target="_blank">Mirror Image</a> and <a href="http://becauseofhimmissa.blogspot.com/2012/05/soul-piercing.html" target="_blank">Soul Piercing</a>. Please note, I am not writing to someone else, I am writing this to YOU.</div>
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Missahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-85449280620510864982013-08-10T13:41:00.003-04:002013-08-10T13:41:52.357-04:00Offending GospelMaybe this isn't a post for my regular readers... but it might be. Or maybe this post will just be one to refer to in future discussions. Definitely more practical than philosophical.<br />
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Well, yeah, that's what my mom always said!<br />
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But have you ever really thought about what manners are and what their purpose is? Manners are actions or words used to make everyone around you as comfortable and non-distracted as possible. But does this really make a difference to a Christian?<br />
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When you are having a conversation with someone, do you notice them doing things you were taught weren't polite? For example, as kids, we were not allowed to have our elbows on the table. Now, when I'm eating with someone, if they put their elbows on the table, it distracts me, even if only momentarily. The same goes for chewing gum in church, using language that is crude (not necessarily swearing, just unpleasant words), and cracking knuckles.<br />
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The point is, Satan will use whatever he has to to distract people from the Gospel, even bad manners. When someone displays poor manners, they are saying, even unintentionally, that they are the most important person in the room and they don't care what you think.<br />
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I've been told that having an attitude of not caring what people think is a good thing, and it probably is. Nevertheless, we must be aware that some actions completely repulse people. Without them, you are not that much at a loss, but your friends may be greatly benefited by them. You will never offend people by your lack of crudity, but rather attract people by your abundance of consideration.<br />
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Let me give another example in a slightly different direction. Recently, I was discussing an issue with a friend of mine concerning a recent news story about a boy not being allowed to wear a shirt with a confederate flag to school. While I agreed with the young man about it being an encroachment on our American liberty, I disagree that we should actually protest it, or intentionally wear that symbol (or any other one, for that matter) to make a statement. A common saying in this time is to "wear your heart on your sleeve". Let everyone know all of your opinions and vehemently defend them at all times.<br />
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But who are we proclaiming to the World? Ourselves? ... or Christ? In <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20cor%204&version=KJV" target="_blank">2 Corinthians 4:5</a>, Paul gives himself as a model for how we should act. We're preaching Christ and Him crucified. Verse 11 talks about living Christ in the flesh. We are living like Christians (little Christs) at the expense of who we are.<br />
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Now before you decry my statements as too harsh and impossible... consider this; when you purchase a Mac, you are communicating, in a way, that you want to be associated with that brand. You wear a Superman shirt because he's cool. You are continually preaching something - why must it be something of this World and not of Christ? Live your faith - in what you say, do, and display to those around you (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Timothy%204&version=KJV" target="_blank">1 Timothy 4:12</a>)<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-91843118829943058502013-08-04T14:50:00.001-04:002013-08-04T14:50:16.071-04:00DazedGreen Thunder was robbed. If you don't attend Bob Jones, you likely will not understand, but please just acknowledge that fact as true. Just like the Cardinals were robbed in their Super Bowl attempt a few years ago by a terrible call, so was the Green Thunder team of the 2013 edition of Gold Rush Daze here at the big Bob.<br />
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What am I really talking about? When I arrived on campus in January, I was already hearing things about an event coming up in March. A huge campus-wide competition that only occurs once every four years. Of all the semesters I could chose to begin my studies, I had chosen the most epic.<br />
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For two and a half months, the anticipation grew with every midnight pep rally and Facebook meme. Then the day came that the students were allowed to decorate the entire campus, and it looked like Christmas had come back to raise it's ugly head (it really did look ugly).<br />
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But, unfortunately, events began to take place that tore through the veil of friendly competition. Decorations that had taken hours to make were destroyed. Pranks were played. Some really weren't that bad, but some were pretty destructive.<br />
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The competition continued, but the few who had gone too far made the rest of us just wish for March 12th to be over.<br />
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One day. That's all. All the planning. All the money. All the late hours decorating. All for one day. All for the "rush" of Gold Rush Daze. I enjoyed the event as much as everyone, but at the end of the day, it really just felt empty. I was hoarse, sunburned, and very tired. I never wanted to see the colors green or red again.<br />
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But, don't we all struggle in that way? Some people call it the rat race, the business of life, or just life. We are consumed with the here and now.<br />
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And I don't just mean today.<br />
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In the big picture, we have eternity to look forward to as Christians. <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=James%204&version=KJV" target="_blank">James 4:14</a> shows, in a way, how God views our life: a vapor.<br />
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A vapor. A tiny puff of water that disappears as soon as it has appeared. That's all that our life is. It's nothing!<br />
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And yet it is still something. We are given the number of our days, and no more, to be used to serve God for His glory. While we are here on this earth, ours eyes should be looking for "that blessed hope" and "glorious appearing of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ" (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=titus%202&version=KJV" target="_blank">Titus 2:13</a>). The world wants us to see life in the view that today is all that matters; get as much of a "rush" as you can from it. Someone once said (I forget who) that for Christians, this world is as close to Hell as we can get... and for the unsaved, it is as close to heaven as they can get. If that is true, then it is no wonder the unsaved are consumed with this world and the pleasures thereof. But why do Christians become enraptured with it... even within the goal of service?<br />
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I've noticed a pattern within my own life. When my focus is on Christ and glorifying Him and looking towards His kingdom, my joy and eagerness to serve Christ knows no bounds. I cannot get enough of His Word or spending time with His people. But when my life is consumed with the here and now, I know that I am only serving for self-glorification...and oddly enough, I'm ok with that, though I have lost the true joy that comes from service.<br />
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I'm ok with that?! Yeah, well as a selfish person living in a selfish world, its easy to forget my first and only true love and look back and enjoy what I see, then to continue in life walking backwards. But walking backwards is only easy for a short time. It becomes difficult... confusing. A path that was normal and easy a month ago is now a struggle to surmount. I cannot see all of the pitfalls of sin, and thus fall into them much more easily. I begin a downward spiral, obvious only to me and those who know me the best. Still I persist until, at last, I am driven to my knees begging for forgiveness. I thought that I was standing, but I fell. (<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Corinthians%2010&version=KJV" target="_blank">1 Corinthians 10:12</a>)<br />
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Keep your heart and mind turned to God, and do not allow the world to daze you with its charms and entice you away from Him and the true purpose of life - glorifying Him. Make your vapor count. (Thank you Ironwood)<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-41418580828209377012013-05-23T11:39:00.000-04:002013-05-23T11:39:38.058-04:00Long Distance Relationship70% of all long distance relationships are doomed to end within seven months. Freshman college students vow that they will not be part of the statistics as she heads to Westcoast and he jets off to Bob Jones. They text each other faithfully every 5 minutes... until the time comes when she wants to have some girl time with her roomies and he begins to occasionally ignore a message or two. Then there's midterms, school sports, Starbucks study breaks, and video games that just make it so time is sapped and the boyfriend/girlfriend is pushed to a once-every-other-week-15-minute chat. That, boys and girls, is why long distance relationships fail.<br />
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So, how far away is God? We know the Sunday school answer. God is everywhere, so He must be right here. When you pray though, do your prayers get past the ceiling? That's a common colloquialism in Christianity today. Our relationship with God becomes strained because of problems throughout the day, or something we prayed about didn't turn out the way we hoped, or we just really haven't thought that much about God lately.<br />
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Have we turned God into the one we go to when we want someone who makes us feel good? I have seen long distance relationships that seemed to exist only for the occasional opportunities to go on a date when the couple returns to their hometown. Is that how we treat God? As a steady date?<br />
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When our relationship with Christ is good and fresh, when we are coming off of the latest spiritual high, when we come back from an amazing week at camp, we are so good about talking to Him and thinking about His Word. We pray, we read,we spend time adoring Him. Soon that begins to wane and we no longer crave His Word and His presence.<br />
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So what can be done? We are fallible people who easily leave our first loves for something else.<br />
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A truth that became very evident in my own personal life this is semester has become a motto for me:<br />
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The 30% of relationships that do not fail when the couple is separated almost always had a common factor: they had a plan for when they would talk to each other. Perhaps this is how we should treat our relationship with God. We must plan for when we will spend quality time with God. This doesn't mean that you don't seek Him during an "unscheduled" time, but that, no matter how busy the day is, you will only focus on Him for this certain period of time.<br />
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A lot of people call this quiet time, or personal devotions. I try to stay away from both of those terms. The first, because it reminds me of nap time from when I was a child. The second, because it leans toward a "have-to-do" attitude. We don't spend time with the ones we love because we have to, we spend time with them because we love them and want to know and understand them better. We do need to spend time with them, otherwise our view of them could be quite incorrect, but that is not the main reason we spend time with people.<br />
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Seek Him, know Him, have a constant relationship with Him.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-88121755105842952482013-03-17T15:20:00.000-04:002013-03-17T15:20:41.385-04:00Two RoadsEveryday, we make decisions about ourselves and how we want the people around us to view us. Whether its something as simple as choosing white socks over black socks or as complicated as who we eat with (or don't eat with) in the dining common, decisions consume our lives.<br />
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Sometimes our decisions have long running effects. If you chose to wear black socks one day, I highly doubt that your purpose in life would change too much. The friends we chose does affect a good deal. The church you chose, though, has the strongest effect on our lives (providing we are not only going to church when we feel like it).<br />
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Most of our biggest and life-changing events occur during the our teen and college years. During our junior high years, we are the most impressionable. It is then that we determine what is cool and what is not. The friends we chose during those years will steer us either toward God or toward the world. During high school is when we begin to think and look toward the future and make decisions as to our lifetime goals. College is when we decide who we are. We are no longer under as much parental guidance. Suddenly, we are on our own, perhaps across the country, and we must make decisions about what we truly do believe.<br />
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60% of all college students leave the faith they grew up with. More then half. That's kinda scary. What happens is, the students decide to attend a secular university (not necessarily a problem) and are forced to be on the defensive spiritually. The problem is, these students are crippled without a shield to defend themselves. So many people share the same testimony: I grew up in a Christian home and got saved when I was a little kid. All of their life, their faith based on someone else (this is not saying they are not saved, just that their foundation was never strengthened). When asked why they believe something, the response often is "well, that is what my church teaches". There is no maturity behind a statement like that, and those in the world are waiting to hear it and jump to destroy a faith without foundation.<br />
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Teenagers are often raised with rules, yet lack the principles behind them. They hear "thou shalt not" or "thou shalt" day in and day out from school, church, and parents. Some will ask why, but most simply accept it (unless it "cramps their style").<br />
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This is why ministry directed at youth is so important. It is during this time that we have the opportunity to teach young men and women <i>why </i>they should believe what they do. As Christians, we are not called to follow our parents faith, we are called as soldiers, irrelevant of patriarchy, to stand up and defend our faith. More then that, we are called on to be on the offensive and proclaim our faith.<br />
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When a soldier stands to fight in battle, he does not chose to stand on think sand which will move and trip him, but rather on a solid rock so that he is stable and unshakable to wield his sword. Sand and rock are made up of the same thing, but one is ground up and the other is solid ground.<br />
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But how are these principles to be taught so that they do not become rules? Titus 2 and 3 give us a model to follow for teaching those who follow behind us in the practicality of the faith. <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20Timothy+2&version=KJV" target="_blank">2 Timothy 2:2</a> goes further when Paul tells Timothy to tell others of the things which Timothy learned by Paul.<br />
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What is lacking is not education in the faith and the dos and don'ts, but understanding what a true relationship with God is. When our God becomes merely a god of rules, it is no wonder that the minute we are not forced to obey them, we turn away from them. But when our lives are lived because we are completely in love with God, we naturally will become more like Him and evidence the fruits of the Spirit. This leads to a desire to know as much as we possibly can about Him and study His word for the answers. Then we are led to ask why.<br />
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Why is not a bad question. Why is preparation for the battle. Why did Jesus die on the cross? Why did He have to rise again? Why do bad things happen to people? Why should I read a Book that is 2,000 years old? Why? This is how we must teach the upcoming generations: we must teach them to ask why before the world does. <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Peter+3&version=KJV" target="_blank">1 Peter 3:15</a> says "But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear". In order to be ready, we must train. A soldier does not enter a battlefield with a sword if he has never touched one before. So should not a soldier of the cross venture into this world without knowing how to wield the sword of God. A soldier's commander makes sure that he is prepared by teaching him the skills necessary. We have a responsibility to teach those coming behind us how to wield their swords.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-63667574730545617512013-03-10T16:31:00.001-04:002013-03-10T16:32:13.545-04:00Right Of WayYe are not under the law, but ye are under grace! <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+6&version=KJV" target="_blank">Romans 6:14</a> is the most freeing verse in the New Testament! It is simply amazing that God has sent His Son to completely fulfill the law in our stead and then to take the penalty for our failure to keep it to remove us from the ritual lifestyle of temple worship. We are no longer tied to sacrifices and dietary restrictions (yeah bacon!) to be able to maintain our relationship with Him. We can <i>have</i> a relationship with Him! We have access to God through a great High Priest who has experienced all of the temptations and hardships we have and is still without sin. We have instant access to this God.<br />
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But how far does this liberty allow us to go?<br />
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That truly is the wrong question to ask. If you need to define where the line of sin is, you should be as far away from that line as possible.<br />
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This past week during chapel at the big Bob, the topic was alcohol and the Christian. Throughout the entire week, social media exploded with "haters" who railed against the stand that this college took, insisting that because it was not strictly forbidden in Scripture, we should, as Christians, be allowed to consume alcohol on a social level. Please note, I am not talking about stuff like mouthwash and vanilla extract, but alcohol in the sense of beer, wine, or distilled liquors.<br />
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For me, the choice is clear for all Christians: we need to abstain from alcohol.<br />
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The purpose of our life as Christians is to glorify God in all that we say, do, eat, or drink. Glory can be defined as the visible manifestation of God's essence. (Thanks Pastor Mike. :) ) When we are consuming alcohol, can we truly say that this drink will be the best option to show my God to those around me? Well, it's just a drink, who really cares? Well, speaking from experience, the world knows that alcohol is not something Christians "do". I have worked in a secular environment where there were alcohol parties on a regular basis. I was among the youngest employees, yet I was over the legal drinking age. Everyone around me knew that I was a Christian. I never hid it, but rather proclaimed it as my reason for everything I did and how I responded. When the beers were passed around, I was asked if I would take one. When I gave my reason (which I will explain later) my co-worker shrugged it off. A few days later, she approached me and told me that if I had taken a drink, she would not have been able to believe that I was a Christian anymore. What's the big deal? One drink will not make me drunk.<br />
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The big deal is we are associated with our choices. Drinking of all kinds has been negatively associated in recent days as being a decidedly non-Christian activity.<br />
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In addition to this, medically it is truly unwise. The idea that I will not get drunk after one drink is actually not true. After one drink, your body has been affected. The alcohol enters your blood stream and begins to inhibit your vision and reasoning skills. You are no longer able to fully control your body. We are commanded to be filled with the Holy Spirit and allow Him to control us and not some other substance. It is fairly universally agreed among Christians that social drug use is to be condemned because you lose control over yourself. Why should anyone freely give up control simply because the Bible does not expressly forbid it? The principles are there in Scripture, Christians have chosen to ignore it.<br />
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Alcohol also is a poison and has been shown to increase the risk for cancer as well as self-inflicted injuries (car wrecks), and kidney/liver/stomach failure.<br />
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But they drank wine in the Bible! True, but not in the same way that it is drank now. Wine was always diluted with water... even among gentiles. Even the Romans, with their promiscuous ways, did not drink straight wine. The purpose of wine was to cleanse the water to make it drinkable. We have all seen the commercials on TV for charities dedicated to bringing good water to third world countries. In the times of the Bible, there was little understanding of sanitation processes. The idea of bacteria was not even conceived. There was simply the knowledge that if you added a small amount of wine to water, it would make it drinkable. The alcohol would kill the bacteria. (Wait, aren't we filled with good bacteria...?) Even now when traveling to other countries, the advice always is to not drink the water, unless you are able to somehow kill the germs (most likely by boiling the water).<br />
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The wine in the Bible was also not as intense alcoholically as it is now. We have sought out the way to get a buzz from this drink and have discovered distillation processes that were not possible with the technology available back then. Again, we are should not allow ourselves to be controlled by anything other then the Holy Spirit.<br />
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Consider again your testimony. I know people who were alcoholics. We are judged in our actions towards and around them. In 1 Corinthians 10, we have the illustration of the meat offered to idols. True, the meat itself was not bad, nor was it expressly forbidden. But Paul clearly shows that we are judged not only by our own personal conscience, but of those around us. I have already shown that the unsaved do not think it right for Christians to drink, but it is also true that there are Christians who have either personally struggled with alcoholism or have family who have struggled with it. Would it not be best to give up a small liberty for the sake of a brother?<br />
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Perhaps it is because my desire is to be in full time ministry, but I cannot see why any Christian would chose to imbibe socially. Consider carefully everything you do and seek to do all things completely and totally for the glory of God. Do not allow yourselves to "claim your freedom" because it is available.<br />
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When I was preparing to take the test to get my driving permit, I was told that there was no law that absolutely gave anyone the right of way. We are merely told who is to yield the right of way. The same is true of Christians. We are not told when we have the right to do something we are told to yield to those around us.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-30549071290556371942013-03-03T22:51:00.000-05:002013-03-03T22:55:57.630-05:00Effectual Fruit<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
How hard does a peach tree work to make peaches? Well, it doesn't, of course. It's a peach tree.</div>
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I've heard that illustration so many times in my life, but I do have to ask;<br />
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Are the fruits of the spirit, like love, joy, meekness, are they a choice or natural?<br />
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Maybe I'm the only one, but I've been taught that love is not merely a feeling, but that you actively chose to love someone, in a true Christlike manner. (Kinda talking about romantic love, but this really applies to all relationships in our life). So, if we are bearing fruit as a Christian, do we still have a choice in bearing fruit? If a Christian is not evidencing a certain fruit, are they really a Christian?<br />
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I was very convicted this past week that I am not a generally meek person. I love to argue for argument's sake. Meekness is a fruit of the Spirit, but it is certainly not a strong point for me. But does a fruit bearing tree ever struggle with producing less then excellent fruit?<br />
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<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=gal%205&version=KJV" target="_blank">Galatians 5:25</a> says "<span style="color: #9fc5e8;">if we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit</span>". It could also be translated as "since we have been given life by the Spirit, we ought to manifest that life in our walk". In our natural born state of being unsaved, we have no life. We are completely dead and are unable to produce any fruit of any kind. Through the work of the Holy Spirit, we are given life. <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=col%202&version=KJV" target="_blank">Colossians 2:13</a> "<span style="color: #9fc5e8;">And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses;</span>" Our life as Christians is not mere physical life given to every creature that draws breath on this planet, but rather the complete and satisfying life of eternity, never to end, always to be in fellowship with our Creator. We are animated by the Holy Spirit unto life and good works, which God has set that we as Christians should do.<br />
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But God did not create robots. We are not reprogrammed at salvation to just spew out joy, peace, patience, goodness. It is a result of gratitude and love that we are constantly looking to know Him more and be more like Him. As we have the Holy Spirit giving us life in us, we ought to act like it. The thing about love is that it compels us. We act toward the object of our love in a manner that is not in our natural being. In this case, we show the fruits of the Spirit.<br />
Love: Unconditional,<br />
Joy:Inexplicable,<br />
Peace:Incomprehensible,<br />
Longsuffering: Undeterable,<br />
Gentleness: Charitable,<br />
Goodness: Everendurable,<br />
Faith: Unmeasureable,<br />
Meekness: Unavoidable,<br />
Temperance: Unpoluteable<br />
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It is not in us to produce the fruit as dead creatures, but only through the life of the Holy Spirit.<br />
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Some say, though, that fruit can be imitated. Have you ever had a strawberry right off of the bush? Compare that to strawberry candy. Though there is some resemblance, it is so poor that no one who has had the fruit will have any difficulty telling the difference.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
MissaMissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04342874638751420226noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8835121231073713627.post-73469647999083853512013-02-24T21:47:00.000-05:002013-02-24T21:47:53.922-05:00When Trials Come<div style="border: 0px; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 15.59375px; margin-bottom: 13px; margin-top: 13px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; vertical-align: baseline;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">When trials come no longer fear</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">For in the pain our God draws near</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">To fire a faith worth more than gold</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And there His faithfulness is told</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And there His faithfulness is told</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Within the night I know Your peace</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">The breath of God brings strength to me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And new each morning mercy flows</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">As treasures of the darkness grow</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">As treasures of the darkness grow</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I turn to Wisdom not my own</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">For every battle You have known</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">My confidence will rest in You</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your love endures Your ways are good</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Your love endures Your ways are good</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">When I am weary with the cost</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I see the triumph of the cross</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">So in it’s shadow I shall run</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Till You complete the work begun</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Till You complete the work begun</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">One day all things will be made new</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’ll see the hope You called me to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">And in your kingdom paved with gold</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’ll praise your faithfulness of old</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’ll praise your faithfulness of old</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sometimes I wonder if pride or selfishness could be called the root of all sin. Money is cited as being that, but isn't even the love of money based on the root of selfishness? I am amazed at how many things I can take pride in... Not the good "I'm proud of you son!" pride, but rather the slithering permeating pride that may only manifest itself on the outside as "humility". The best part is I think I'm being humble the entire time! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I found that I can even take pride in what God has done.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Trials come to all of us. If we overcome them, we are lauded as great heroes. If we fail, depending on the seeming epicness of the fail, we are either shunned or we refer to it as our stumbling block. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Heroes. That sounds so nice! "Yeah, I, uh, went through this trial, and, well, I responded thusly and smote the FLAMING ARROWS OF THE DEVIL!!!!" Toss some Bible verses in there and you'll be the model for the next Captain Bible comic book. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Here's the thing, maybe we don't actually do that. Verbally, we give all of the glory to God. It's not our mouth that directly worships God. It is our heart. Our attitudes and motives. Even though we can completely acknowledge when it comes down to it that surviving that trial had nothing to do with us and it was God alone, we are still inclined to congratulate ourselves.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">It may not even be an immediate response. In my personal life, I never really told people about the situation for a few months. It was when I began to enjoy telling it to everyone I met that the pride started to sneak in. Did you know sin feels really good going down? And then it gives you the worst heartburn. Then we run for our gracious Savior for forgiveness, which He so freely gives. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Our trials are not all about us. James 1 tells us to count it all joy when we are in temptations (trials) because this produces the fruit of patience. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says "</span>there hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." The faithfulness does not have anything to with us, but rather the grace of God.<br />
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It's kinda like walking into the Louvre and standing next to the Mona Lisa and insisting that you painted it. That seems ridiculous, yet this is how our pride is.<br />
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Because of Him,<br />
Missa</div>
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